Wednesday, October 21, 2009

why be broken?

Why is it that we are so often brokenhearted when someone fails at being who they say they are going to be when you know from the start that they are full of shit?

Why be hopeful?
Of course you want them to prove you wrong but lies are easy and most people are too lazy to work twards change.

Everybody knows this.

Sometimes we admit to knowing and sometimes
we play stupid
by this action are stupid.


I am not a pessimist.
At least not like i used to be.
That took work.
I am proud of that
However I do still state things as I see them and I will not apologize.

Sometimes people disagree or misunderstand what I am trying to say
I am willing to hear what others have to say

I will never apologize.
Not for being me
nor for my beliefs


Being popular with empty people is useless
being full of yourself is just as useless


I am not selfless and I am not selfish.

The Phoenix rose from some ashes
Flowers will grow in the dark

and life will kick my ass time and time again

But I will never again give up being me
even if sometimes you have to start over.