who is this?

I look within

I see me?
what do I see?
who I am?
who i want to be?
no, who i wish i wasn't!
maybe both, I see a little bit of who i am and who i wish i wasnt
sometimes all i see is who i wish i wasnt
sometimes thats all there is too see.
to see who i want to be i need to not 'see'
but to experience.
what i need is me trying to live
we dont need to try and be the 'me' we need to try and live so that we are, in turn 'me'.